Closer to the edge

At times I feel not myself I gravitate towards blacks and edgy accessories just so I could feel more "me" again.

The past few weeks has sent me into a whirlwind of emotions. It's difficult when you're confused about your feelings and harder when you don't even know what you're supposed to feel. You just go into that point that you don't feel anything--except as they say, the lack of emotion cannot be considered an emotion.

It's much easier to walk away from things that bring you pain and confusion but I realized, walking away isn't the best solution. Our subconscious always creeps up at us and at a moment of weakness reminds us of the pain we so try to forget.

There are so many things that baffle us in this world but I've come to realize that some things are just not meant to be understood. They are just supposed to be left a mystery. As what I've reminded myself, "all things happen for a reason"

Don't worry about me, this is just a phase. I'll be okay :)

"Will I ever laugh again?"

"Yes. When something is really, really funny" 

-Miranda to Carrie, SATC

Top: Cinderella
Gray Skirt: Soiree
Ribbon stockings: Divi  
Black wedges: Charles & Keith